Sunday, September 7, 2014



Disclaimer: This post has nothing to do with spirituality, it's mainly a venting that is much needed. Feel free to skip it.

Isn't it weird that sometimes the people you love the most are the ones who hurt you the most? This past week I made a very big announcement to my family and friends and, surprisingly enough, my family was less than impressed while my friends congratulated me. I guess I had high expectations. Sometimes I feel like I can't share the happy things that happen in my life because I fear I might upset someone or they might upset me, like they did recently.

Isn't it weird?

Wednesday, July 30, 2014

Yearly Update: 2014


This will be a short and sweet post about my first year as an eclectic pantheist. 

To say the least, it hasn't been what I wanted it to be at all, not in a bad way but I feel like I didn't really commit myself to follow my beliefs and I didn't embrace it how I wanted to.

I want it to be a lifestyle and just take me wherever it wants to but I've found myself bound to the laws of the materialistic world around me and I can't seem to let go.

Sunday, June 29, 2014




Many things in our lives change. Our appearance, our way of thinking, jobs, friends, etc. There are changes that come all of a sudden and some others that are just... expected.

What do you do when there's an inevitable change coming your way?

Sunday, February 2, 2014

A little update...


Where to start?
The last post I made was during the holiday season and it's been almost three months since then. Why? I just don't know. Something changed. The hectic side of my life and having to do so many things has gotten the best out of me and I just stopped my spiritual seeking. I felt overwhelmed by all that has been going on in my life and I just stopped writing, reading and everything that I wanted to look forward to in my path.

Has this ever happened to you?

Friday, November 22, 2013



Today's post is one long overdue and it will be pretty short and simple.

It seems to me like I'm just overwhelmed. My spiritual energy is pretty much gone and I can't seem to find the will to keep a steady pace in my journey. Sometimes I even forget it. Many things from the secular physical life are happening and taking all the space available in my days. Too many people around me draining me emotionally and I feel like I need to breathe. 

Wednesday, November 6, 2013



As of lately, I've been slacking in my learning of my spiritual path. I guess I've let things get in the way. Things happen and then I immediately fall back into a state of "that's life" and let them control every aspect of me. Have you ever felt like this? I need motivation from myself. I need to set goals and look forward to keep learning and experiencing this wonderful world around me, I need to recharge and go on.

Monday, October 28, 2013

The Waiting Game


Today, I've been pondering about waiting for an answer or just waiting for something in general. This thought came to me while I was talking to a friend on the phone and she was telling me how she has learned to wait for her personal god to do something about her relationship with her husband, which is not in a good place right now.

This is when I realized, do we really have to wait for something or someone? I can't help but think that if there's something we can do to help our personal situations then we must do it, right? I can't simply just sit there and wait for things to happen if I know I haven't done whatever I could do first.